As I Understand Him

It might begin with a doorknob, but eventually gets deeply personal, a God whose love, ridiculously profound (Psalm 103:12), beyond comprehension (Eph 3:20), delivered me from death (Psalms 49:15, 56:13, 86:13, 116:8, Hosea 13:14, Romans 6:9) and has provided abundantly. Apparently, as my understanding progresses, this is His style.


A Very Distinct God


A Consuming Fire

“Therefore let us be grateful for receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, and thus let us offer to God acceptable worship, with reverence and awe, for our God is a consuming fire.” Hebrews‬ ‭12‬:‭28,29‬ ‭ESV‬‬

This is a direct echo of Deuteronomy 4:24 — “the Lord your God is a consuming fire, a jealous God” — and Hebrews is deliberately pulling that phrase forward into the new covenant, not softening it.

A few threads worth holding together:

Fire that purifies, not just destroys. Throughout Scripture, fire shows up two ways — judgment that consumes what’s corrupt, and refining that burns away impurity to reveal what’s genuine (Malachi 3:2–3 pictures God as a refiner’s fire, purifying like silver). Hebrews 12 has just been talking about God’s discipline as the mark of sonship (12:5–11), so “consuming fire” here isn’t random — it’s the same fire that refines a genuine son, and consumes whatever in us isn’t real.

Nothing false survives contact with him. A fire doesn’t negotiate with what it touches — it either burns it up or purifies it. That’s the point: God’s presence isn’t a neutral space where posturing, performance, or self-protection can just quietly continue. Anything false gets exposed. That’s terrifying if you’re still trying to manage an image. It’s actually good news if you’re tired of managing one.

It’s stated as the reason for reverence, not despite security. Look at the structure of the two verses — we’re receiving an unshakeable kingdom, therefore let’s worship with reverence and awe, because our God is a consuming fire. The fire isn’t a threat hanging over an otherwise safe relationship. It’s named as the very reason the relationship can be trusted — he doesn’t tolerate half-truths, doesn’t let corruption quietly persist forever. That’s what makes him safe to approach completely honest, the way sober guys learn to be honest in a room — because he’s not going to let a lie sit there unaddressed forever.

So perhaps anxiety ought to be embraced — the fire that terrifies the part of you still hiding something is the same fire that’s finally trustworthy enough to stop hiding from.